There would be less violence in the world if everyone would just pray to God and say there rosary! Go to mass a traditional catholic mass THIS IS IMPORTANT!!
Here is what everyone needs to do say the Apostle Creed say the rosary go to a traditional Catholic mass every Sunday. Don't eat meat on Fridays!!
Treat people like you would want to be treated. If you see or know someone that needs help Help Them
Think of it this way if you see someone begging give them a dollar if you think there just going to buy alcohol go to a store buy a couple of water bottles some food and give it to them! Wouldn't you want some one to help you if you were living on the streets!
We Need to be Be Kind To Each Other. If we do these things it will be a step in the right direction.
I Beleive in God, the Father Almighty, Creator of heaven and earth; and in Jesus Christ, His only Son, our Lord: Who was conceived by the Holy Ghost, born of the Virgin Mary, suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, died, and was buried. He descended into hell; the third day He rose again from the dead; He ascended into heaven, sitteth at the right hand of God, the Father Almighty from thence He shall come to judge the living and dead, I beleive in the Holy Ghost, the holy Catholic Church the communion of saints, the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection of the body and the life everlastinbg. Amen.
- Current Mood: contemplative
when I was growing up I would call her mom when I'm was sick or hurt I went to her my sister would go to mom. I was always closer to my grandma she taught me my love of reading.
When I was sick or sacred she read to me told me stories. I miss her she could always make it better when I came home from school crying she would
read to me tell me about when she was growing up.
We would watch movies to all the actors she grew up watching I learned to love. My favorites where Spencer Tracy James Stewart James Cagney Gary Copper they where the actors she grew up with She could make me laugh even when all i want to was to stay in my room she would take me to the library
Now all I want is the past trying to see a future
I'm starting to walk again thank God !!
- Current Mood: sad
I KNOW WHEN MY MOM GETS HER FIRST CHECK SHE'LL PAY HER CAR PAYMENT AT GET MY BROTHER A BIKE FOR HIS B-DAY AND THEN SHE'LL GET MAD THAT SHE DOES NOT HAVE ANY MONEY TO GO GAMBLING AND SHE WILL WANT ME TO FIND AWAY TO GET HER SOME MONEY.
I HAVE ALL READY SOLD ALL BUT 25 OF MOVIE COLLECTION I DID HAVE 2000 MOVIES. I'VE START SELLING MY BOOK COLLECTION JUST TO KEEP ARE HEAD A FLOAT. IT TAKES 2000 A MONTH TO KEEP US GOING.
I NEED TO GET GLASSES THATS 300 THAT I DON'T HAVE I'M SELLING OFF MY MOVIE COLLECTION SO I CAN GET MPOWER BECAUSE IF I DON'T WE WON'T HAVE POWER COME SUNDAY. I NEED TO PAY 89 FOR THIS STRERO THAT I PUT ON LAY WAY I HAVE PAYING ON IT FOR A YEAR. AFTER I SEND THE 89 ITS ALL PAID FOR AND I CAN GET IT.
MY FRIEND FOUND OUT THAT SWIFT WILL TRAIN HIM TO GET HIS TRUCK DRIVING LICENCES SO IT ONLY A MATTER OF TIME BEFORE HE LEAVES, HE IS 42 AND HE IS SO SMART I COULD NEVER HOPE TO BE AS SMART AS HIM. I KNEW I WAS SETTING MYSELF UP TO GET HURT AGAIN LETTING MYSELF BELIVE THAT SOMEONE COULD CARE ABOUT ME. I'M NOT MEANT TO BE HAPPY!
I'M SITTING HERE LOOKING AT A BOTTLE OF PILLS AND WONDERING WHY TO KEEP LIVING MY BROS B-DAY IS THE 29TH I CAN'T KILL MYSELF RIGHT BEFORE HIS B-DAY HE WILL BE 15 HE DON'T NEED ME ANY MORE AND AS MY SISTER SAID SHE DOES NOT HAVE TO RESPECT ME CAUSE I AIN'T HER MOM. I ONLY GAVE UP EVERYTHING FOR HER AND MY BRO I'VE BEEN TAKING CARE OF THEM SINCE I WAS 15. I GAVE UP LIVING WITH JOE HE IS NOW DEAD I HAVE MS GOING BLIND I REALLY DON'T HAVE MUCH TO LIVE FOR.
I WAS HAPPY FOR A WHILE I KNEW IS WOULD NOT LAST NOTHING EVER DOES. I JUST WISH SOMETHING GOOD WOULD HAPPEN FOR ME BEFORE I'M NO LONGER ABLE TO SEE I ALWAYS WANT TO GO TO ENGLAND BUT I HAVE GIVEN UP ON THAT DREAM IT WILL NEBER HAPPEN I CAN NO LONGER WALK I CAN'I TRAVEL ACROSS THE OCEAN BY MYSELF EVEN IF I DID HAVE THE MONEY. ITS NO LONGER A POINT TO HAVE DREAMS MY DREAMS WILL NEVER COME TRUE. I CAN ONLY MAKE SURE MY BROTHERS DREAMS COME TRUE. THEN I CAN DIE KNOWING HE WILL BE HAPPY. I'M GOING TO STOP WRITING NOW I'LL WRITE MORE. IF I'M STILL ALIVE!
- Current Mood: depressed
Now i know 2 grand is alot of money but my mom won't try hard to get a job and we are at the end of the line. I can't do this any more take the responspility of raising my brother and sister plus my mom they have no respect for me at all. me and My friend you is living with us do all the cleaning and cooking the three of them are a bunch of lazy mother freakers.
You would think a 52, 17, 14 would have the brains to put the dishes away and help us keep the apartment clean but know the think a magical fairy comes in at night does every thing.
I ask my sister wed to empty the dish washer and she still had not done it friday night so when she came home i yelled at her and told her to but the damn dishes away and she had the never to yell at me that she just got home and she was tired and she would do it later. now they been sitting there for three days finally i screamed and my mom got up and but all the dishes away but why did i have to tell them what to do all the time its common sense when you see something that needs to be done do it.
I'm tired of stressing out about where the money is going to come from i'm tired of no one respecting me i want to leave so bad ain't funny. I'm trapped i just had a heart attack and has a pace maker put in do you think my family would let me recover i was suppose to be on bed rest but for 2 weeks No as soon as i came home from the hospital the left me alone for 3 days and then it went back to the way it was. i'm not suppose to use my left arm but i have been becaise i can't do anything in the damn cast.
I just called my grandma no answer why my mom did not do it earlier is beyond me i woke up and found her sleeping f*** man she slept all night where i was up all night worring abou the rent and bills i crashed at 7 this morning and did not wake until 2. i call my grandma no answer tommorrow is sunday the bank will be closed so now i'll have to pay 65 in late fees on top of the 735 for rent.
i'm going to stop ranting now my chest is starting to hurt thats never a good sign.
Now i just have to work up the nerve to tell him and then deal with the whole touching thing i panic when people touch me.
i'll write more latter
- Current Mood: happy
I'M SO SICK OF THIS AND THEY WONDER WHY I WANT TO KILL MYSELF ALL THE TIME. I SHOULD JUST TAKE MY BOTTLE OF PILLS AND BE DONE WITH IT!
- Current Mood: pissed off
I'm tired of living she gave me some good ideas to help myself, i'm still not sure if talkin to someone is safe, it has always been my experience that when you talk to people it ends up biting you in the ass.
I'm going to try to talk to my uncle about paying the rent and if he does not want to give me the money he can always write out a money order to them.
I want to sleep now so i'll write more later.
- Current Mood: anxious
I ain't raising no more babies.
- Current Mood: aggravated